At the lowest!

 Ah! This point of my life, always been but it's much more now,

(to be continued...)

2 AM

 Ah! I am getting old, just saw a song from 'The End of the F***king World' and the nostalgia hit so hard, I am not a teenager anymore. Although I watched the series in 20s, I still don't feel it.

2:13 am here and it's raining, I felt like writing again, starting again.

I know why it's so nostalgic suddenly, I am back to staying late night fixing the OS issues and installing Windows and trying to make the laptop work. Oh! I was back at searching about the Ubuntu and other Linux distro, damn I felt like I am still in college. Those nigths during college I used to do exactly same stuff, but now I am far away from Linux, made a career on Windows haha!

It's just me and my computer just like I was in my college! Except that I now have 2 laptops, a gaming keyboard and a gaming mouse, tomorrow I would be getting a monitor too finally! A small step up on the small dream.

But I am still there right? I am still in that night fixing computers as was in college! Will I ever grow up?

Do other peole grow up too? How do we know if we are a grown up?

What exactly should I be doing now as a grown up?

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